currently listening to: nothing
chatting to: no one
mood: pissed
loving: my hubby

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i swear.. I'm almost reaching my peak. These last few weeks my parents have been pissing me off so bad! Each time i see their faces I wanna bash them, each time i hear their voices i wanna scream. They're pissing me off so much. I am sooo close to moving out. If I do, mum can stop nagging about me not doing housework (which I do, do by the way) and maybe that model child from another woman's womb can move into my 'old' room. Of course I'd have to empty everything out first =]

Am I a bad child?.. noo I don't think so. It's just that their parenting skills suck. They know I'm rebellious, so why not try a new technique to convince me to do things?! STUPID -__-

currently listening to: Thelma Aoyama - そばにいるね
chatting to: no one
mood: annoyed
loving: my hubby

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I can be a real bitch if I wanted to be -__- but.. I'm trying to live a good life. But seriously, piss me off, and you'll regret it
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currently listening to: DBSG- Hey Girl (live)
chatting to: no one
mood: nostalgic
loving: my hubby

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wishlist is getting longer T__T I am broke

currently listening to: nothing
chatting to: no one (offline)
mood: annoyed
loving: my hubby

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I wanna fucking shoot my neighbour!! He's such a prick!! I wish the wife would just divorce that bastard already kuz he swears his head off when they're in an argument. They two also have a young child. A little girl probably the age of 4.. AGGH!!! All they do is argue! And it's really annoying the hell out of me! GRRRRRRRRRRRR!! On new years day, just an hour after midnight actually.. he knocked on my front door. My dad answered it and my neighbour (the man) was drunk and sluring his words saying 'I.. just want respect.. is that too much to ask?! I want respect.. respect'..  YOU WANT RESPECT!! HERE'S MY FIST!! RESPECT THIS!! *BASHES HIM*

currently listening to: Yiruma- River Flows In You
chatting to: no one
mood: ----
loving: hubby

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guess what you do when you have nothing to do?! OMG! You actually think! It's amazing! You realise so many things! ahahah.. now.. did you realise I was being sarcastic there?!?!?!

I realised that when you're young, you create an ideal that is so fictitious. They don't exist. There were so many things listed in mine but it never came true. Such as, playing the piano, singing, motorbikes, bike riding.. a whole bunch of stuff.. but unfortunately, the harsh reality is that you don't find your ideal. You never will. You realise that they are your ideal..

No enjoy my random mini pic spam of taec =D

currently listening to: My Fair Lady drama
chatting to: no one
mood: nothing
loving: my hubby

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quite frankly 2009 was a shitty year!! There was just too much drama happening. Too many people died for my liking! Too many scandals!! I'll just name a few off the top of my head.

- JunSu, YooChun and JaeJoong filed a lawsuit against SM Ent. for unfair contracts
- Michael Jackson died June 25 2009
- Park JaeBum leaves 2PM and Korea indefinitely
- KangIn's hit and run incident
- HanKyung files a lawsuit against SM Ent. for an unfair contract
- Victorian bushfires

Honestly, when I was little, I really did think that MJ was invincible, like the name of his album. But his death only proves that he is human. Now I can never see him live in concert like I had dreamed.

The only good that came out of 2009 really was that we now have our first black president. Barack Obama.

I hope 2010 will be different. Hopefully good things will happen. I'm going away for sure. No arguments ok?! I'm not listening to anyone. I'm going.

currently listening to: T-ara- Lies
chatting to: no one
mood: happy and proud
loving: my hubby

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currently listening to: 4minute- What a girl wants
chatting to: no one
mood: bored
loving: my hubby

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my wishlist is getting longer =[

• Mirotic concert DVD
• Secret Code concert DVD
• History in Japan vol.4
• T concert DVD
• Nike and Adidas classics shoes
• Straw hat
• Mix-Style star headphones
• Fuji Polaroid camera
• Nikon SLR (either a D5000 or D90)

I want it all T__T

currently listening to: A.N.JELL - Still
chatting to: sujin
mood: tired.. sticky
loving: my hubby

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oooo.. a few more days until it has been a month since i last posted here.. i officially completed all of my exams on the 18th and just had some R&R over the last 2 days. Too much information overload about marketing and management theory.. aggghhh!! So sick of it.. well I've got work tomorrow. I wonder if there are new procedures i don't know about that have been kicked into place?! it always happens when I'm away for a while.

Sooo.. I'm watching this drama called 'You're Beautiful' and OMFG it's wayyy better than HTTG!! AHAHHA! it's freaking hilarious. I love jeremy!!!! Shinwoo T__T i feel sorry for him. taekyung.. ahhh i guess korean girls like bad boys.. i hate how korean drama writers always make the girls seem so helpless. freaking.. min nam was dragged from the front of their management building to the back! and that's a long way considering how they're top artists in the drama.. (top artists = top management company = 5 star facilities). ALL she could do was go 'taekyung!.. taekyung' freaking.. just kick him!! omgggg -__-

ohhh!!! on the 13th of november was my hubby and my 4th year anniversaryy!! yayyyy!! <33 he got me a ds! he's so cheeky! i thought he didn't get me anything, which is alright because.. well.. he knows.. and he goes 'lets go out and buy some games.. get my watch'.. it was so suspicious considering that he puts his watch on AFTER he gets dressed to go and he was still in his PJs! i couldn't get the smile plasted on my face to disappear and he just cutely burried his face in his pillow while i opened his closet to get his watch. And there, neatly arranged, was my present ^__^ it was a black nintendo ds with 3 games! WHEEEEEEE!!! ehehhe well i hadn't gotten his present yet because initially i wanted to prepare it by putting all these videos on it .. NO NOT PORN! dirty minded people! ahaha .. nahh.. videos like 2 and a half men, sanctuary, fringe, possibly NCIS, the simpsons, that kinda stuff.. oh.. i haven't said what it was yet. it's a PS3. I got it for him the day after! ehehehe i still haven't put all that stuff in it yet because between then until the 18th, i've had my exams so i couldn't spare the time to go and wait for a couple of hours until the stuff finished transferring. BUT! now i do! ehehe

ahhhhhhhhhh it's getting late.. ish.. 7 and a half hours until i have to wake up and get ready for work. sometimes i wish westpoint had free parking and that i had a car.. omfgg.. then i could sleep for 8 and a half hours -__- YES! that extra hour means a lot!!! especially when i usually don't sleep when it's night. I'm nocturnal. even as a baby ^^

anyway, i'll leave you guys with a cute pic of jeremy from the fictional band A.N.JELL in the drama 'You're Beautiful'. P.S the actor of jeremy is an actual musician in reality.

currently listening to: 2PM- 10점 만점에 10점
chatting to: no one
mood: tired
loving: hubby

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Have you ever felt like there was something that you did in the past that you shouldn't have done? Or have you ever felt like there was something that you didn't do, that you should have done? That's how I'm feeling now.

I'm being all mysterious again.